Sesesese!
I read this in 2 days as I had a lot of free time recently. The premise feels like it is insane fetish bait and it probably still is but it is also a genuine heartfelt story about loving yourself. When you're exposed to sexuality or assaulted at a pre pubescent age you start feeling like having sex gives your life purpose and that it makes living meaningful. You start quantifying it as how many times have I done this cool thing everyone else does. It resonated with me really strongly and I'm not even transfem, who can relate to it even more as fulfilling their dream of reliving teenage years as their desired gender. Very glad I read it despite the art style initially putting me off.